Chronicles of from frog to prince

No one can stop me from being the best in my life.

It’s not worth, to be any less than the best for someone. This is my belief. What really really makes me happy are people who cheer me to fight on, not to stop, being what I never want to be.

I wont’ stop until I reach the top. Even if like the legend of icarus http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Icarus wings of wax will be melt. I won’t stop improving.

Unexpected great things happen along this path.

“Being able to see the good in others and boost their spirits is a wonderful quality. I hope you do this to many people in your life!”

“Good luck in your seminar”

“祝你好运”
“一路顺风” These 2, I thought I only hear them in movies.

Helped a boy with his fear of finding people and through our discussion on social dynamic, he became better with the ladies.

Receive love and blessing I never get from my family.

Realizing one of my childhood dream. =)

There’s more, and all these, make my life. I won’t sacrifice what makes the best of my life anymore. Not even the hottest girl, not even the sweetest smile, not even the most powerful man. This is my sacred treasure. No one can take it away, I will never give, but share them.

It’s all about intentions.

Last Saturday, I have a guy I meet in pc fair, he wants to be my friend, asked for my phone number and where I live anddddd he’s not gay. He said he just want to be friends, and nothing else. Well, we just meet twice, the first time we talk about computers and security. Last Saturday, we talk about me. I have a policy of giving my numbers to guys to avoid needy calls, so either we have a shared hobbies or within my social circle. I don’t find it fun to get more guys numbers and never have a call from them.

I don’t know his intentions of asking numbers or wanting to be close as a friend. I don’t know what he’s up to. I don’t feel like I’m appreciated. If the night goes on like this (he wanting to be close but doesn’t tell me why) I’ll feel uncomfortable, I’ll start to think he’s gay and creepy, even though he’s not.

This is somewhat a girl feels when guys are nice, TOO nice without any reason. If you’re a wolf, then be a wolf.

Darrell Royal’s Letter

I will never give up. I will never ever give up.

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

hahaha

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

i wish

Shiro: says:

stop wishing

Shiro: says:

go out

Shiro: says:

now

Shiro: says:

and pwn some girl

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

just go straight to a girl and say that straight away?

Shiro: says:

yah\

Shiro: says:

if it doens’t work we’ll have one hell of an experience and a joke to laugh for the next 2009

Shiro: says:

and!

Shiro: says:

she learn spanish!

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

like getting slap

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

niceeeeeeeeeeeee

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

O_O

Shiro: says:

well man

Shiro: says:

if you get slap like that

Shiro: says:

then

Shiro: says:

I already get slap donno how many times

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

lewl really?

Shiro: says:

you should real the who I want to meet section at my friendster

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

okies

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

btw, how exactly to start something with someone u find attractive

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

conversation

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

and u never even know this person ever before

Shiro: says:

ahh izzat, you’ve asked the right guy

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

always seem awkward to me

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

oh rly ^^

Shiro: says:

after we done our consultation, you know my paypal email, just send the reasonable amount will do k?

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

#@$#$@#$

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

how to send an amount like RM0.10?

Shiro: says:

can

Shiro: says:

anyway, joke a side

Shiro: says:

how serious are you now

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

sometimes i find myself serious

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

sometimes not

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

i actually just wanna know abt it

Shiro: says:

ok, google “How to approach women” then

Shiro: says:

I actually spent my time, effort and money to get good in social skills

Shiro: says:

I love to talk and teach about it, but not many will apply after listening

Shiro: says:

the internet have alot of these info

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

hmm

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

i know that reading abt these might be good

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

but sometimes i still cant get that confidence that everyone should have

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

i mean, i sometimes dont even have the guts to call someone i dunno, but need to call

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

=/

Shiro: says:

take baby step

Shiro: says:

I don’t have the confident to talk to a group of people even if I’m their friend before I start

Shiro: says:

you know what I did to start?

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

what?

Shiro: says:

I went to the riverside, lots of foreigner and greet them, that’s all

Shiro: says:

like good day, good evening

Shiro: says:

it’s a good weather

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

every one of them?

Shiro: says:

I try to greet all

Shiro: says:

at first I dont’ dare to greet those seem busy or seating

Shiro: says:

I greet those who gave me eye contact

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

hmm i see

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

that’s a good start

Shiro: says:

you want to start by breaking your limiting belief

Shiro: says:

eg, you think it’s not comfortable to call ppl you donno, if there’s no harm, do it

Shiro: says:

think about what you could achieve when you do it

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

yeah there’s actually no harm

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

i always try to think that way

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

but sometimes that bad aura of helplessness looms around me

Shiro: says:

you want to think about the goal

Shiro: says:

focus on it

Shiro: says:

if you focus on your prediction of course you’ll get scared shitless

Shiro: says:

what if what if what if

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

makes total sense

Shiro: says:

of course it make sense, I walked this path

Shiro: says:

I can give you lots of motivation message, but at the end, you still need to take that step

Shiro: says:

that first step

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

yeah

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

it’s all comes down to me

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

making the move in the end

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

so its more like i have to change myself rather than anyone changing me

Shiro: says:

do I look like I have girls in my life the time you saw me in KL?

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

not really, no

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

but i knew u were improving ur social skills and such

Shiro: says:

yes change your self, and you change the world

Shiro: says:

I would brag to you about my sucess

Shiro: says:

but I think you already know how far I’ve went in this self improvement

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

yeah your blog explains most of it ^^

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

i like reading it, so that i could improve myself just as u did

Shiro: says:

I’m glad it motivate you, do you mind you I post the above conversation in my blog

Shiro: says:

I could remove your name

Shiro: says:

if you want to remain annonymous

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

dun mind yeah

Shiro: says:

k, how serious are you to improve yourself in a scale of 1-10

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

up to you to make it annonymous or not

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

7.3

Shiro: says:

lol at the .3

Shiro: says:

ok strong enough

Shiro: says:

think about your goals

Shiro: says:

what is your objective

Shiro: says:

think really hard and in depth about it

Shiro: says:

once you see your goal, then you have the motivation to reach there

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

okay

Shiro: says:

My goal was to be able to make a connection with ppl I talk

Shiro: says:

I’m half way there

Shiro: says:

if you don’t have a goal in mind, then you’re just walking aimlessly

Shiro: says:

Men need an objective

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

i see

Shiro: says:

It’s like how we pee, we need to aim at something

Shiro: says:

unlike women, they just sit, and that’s it

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

rofl

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

i will try to not have the fear of being rejected

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

and to remember my goals

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

so that i will improve meself

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

though i will most probably fall at an all time low

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

i will try to get back up

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

btw, its just not good that kind of fear right? fear of getting rejected on something

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

especially when u want something

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

but u dont ask for it

Shiro: says:

fear of rejection will always be there

Shiro: says:

you can minimize it

Shiro: says:

it’s all about what you do after you’re rejected

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

what should one do then

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

to not feel guilty

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

of asking

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

to know that even though rejected, it is still very much worth it

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

coz most would mostly just take rejection seriously

Shiro: says:

why should you feel guilty for asking?

Shiro: says:

“ask and ye shall receive”

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

i know

Shiro: says:

oh do you mean what to do after rejection?

Shiro: says:

stand up again!

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

yeah

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

how to console oneself after the rejection

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

stand up again is vague lul

The Temptation Within | Izzat says:

slike is said, sometimes ppl just tend to take it srsly and do unnecessary things

Shiro: says:

there’s this famous letter in the history of american football

Shiro: says:

I don’t remember the details, but here’s the important part

Shiro: says:

the loser, rest forever on the ground after defeat

Shiro: says:

the average, rest awhile than stand up again

Shiro: says:

the champion stand up immediately after being defeated

Hmm, feels like I could benefit guys with this blog.

q&a about me

• My motivation/seriousness was and still is, 11 out of 10.

• My first approach on girls were 2 cute London girls, I actually told one of them it’s my first approach, and she said my friends will be proud if they see me =) Ahhh, I love British girls. *ahem* Pardon me, I mean, Ladies. =)
• There was a foreigner, I greet him, he replied but not very welcoming, I knew the conversation won’t be good if I continue, but I talk to him anyway for the sake of practise and for the sake of knowing I won’t die of a bad conversation.
• I was suppose to talk to more to girls, but I actually learn more when I talk to guys, especially guys who I find with qualities I wish to possess.
• I never ask for a number until this year, excluding the numbers I got from friendster of course. But that’s only one.
• I had 1 instant date with a model and she enjoy the date.
• I love to brag, I try not to.

Considering the way Kuching is, I’m not sure how much details I could post on my Field Report. I know the details will help guys and motivate them, they could also hurt the girl in the most ridiculous way. It’s not because what I did was immoral or wrong, people are negative to those who are spontaneous. I already got lousy nickname since earlier this year. SO if you know the girl I’m talking about, please keep quiet about it.

“Leave her better than you found her” Some say it’s naive, I’m following David’s footstep. I don’t become what I am today to hurt people.

I’ve been overwhelmed by all the sexual vibe and energy I’ve been receiving. Leading me offtrack my personal goals.

Goals goals goals.
• To be able to create genuine connections.
• To have an awesome social circle, beautiful people, wonderful spirits.

Henry had given me great tips on how to have a genuine conversation. I just need to apply them in my daily life.

Meet Dan (Socialhitchhiker) from http://www.charismatips.com/
“Dan draws from his experience of starting two successful businesses and managing a third in understanding just how important good people skills are to success. He also hitchhiked around the country for four months with only his conversation skills in trade for rides and to talk himself in and out of quite a few interesting situations.”

I did something similar while I was in Singapore. Dan just takes it to the extreme level. In youtube, Dan have a video showing how to open. My dad told me it will never work. So my current mission, is to open in front of my dad, just like how Dan demonstrate in the video. =)

I also wish to meet Dan one day.

Meet AsianRake aka David http://powerofbeingasian.com/
“I am a top lifestyle and dating consultant based in Asia, guiding select clients to improve their lifestyles. At present, I am also a professor at a top research university in Asia. I like to think that I’m an accomplished jazz musician and martial artist, as well, though bystanders may disagree.”

David, David. Amazing guy. Responsible for changing my inner world and allow myself to have the best of me. He appreciate life, and the smallest things. He just sleeps too little. I want to be him at the same time, i appreciate good rest.

I got the skills, the power, now, I just have to make things happen, and taste experience, and get the sweet memories.

Health, Social is doing great and still improving. I need to do something about Wealth.

Peace and love,
Shiro

My life, was rarely with choice. At the age 20, I’ve decided to step up, and took risk, believing, I’ve found my salvation in life. It’s not easy…

I learned how to walk, how talk, how to look, how to display the body posture to communicate subtlety, how to think and how to act and react. I learn how to be the man I always wanted to be. It was hard, it was harsh. I was laughed by my acquaintances, family members shook their head in great denial in my ways. I was completely alone.

And so, I went to search for others walking the same path. I found 0 signs in my town, 0 within the same state. It’s either KL or Singapore, I went for both.

Well, I was not insane, I was not the only one, it’s not a lie, it’s not a joke. EVERYTHING IS REAL! I saw life, enriched by the knowledge, and life overwhelmed, shallowed by greed and also life, powered so much by the knowledge, a life like a king. Just like everything powerful, there’s a yin and yang, it could save life and kill life.

Even knowing this, I took the red pill, entered the matrix, living, fighting for a better life.

It’s a long journey and I’m tired.

and the love, the fun, the passion, the new love and friends. =)

I could not have enough of them.

Remembering the moments and the happy things, that’s what make life.

Those who knew my past, would never believe what I could achieve today, and those who never know me, could never believe my past.

Hi, I’m Shiro and I’m going to cause havoc in Kuching. =)

Life is crazy, this I’m sure, the best thing that happened to me, were done without following logic, ignoring criticism, laughing at my own negativity, just following my gut and believe…

Yeap that’s me.

Am trying to create a profile like this.

p/s: I love you.

“stop trying to be perfect”

“There’s no perfect person, the imperfect person is the best in you”

And I asked, “How do you know you are with the right person?”

She said “I don’t know” “I just don’t think too much”

And for that moment,  I come to think that half of the player out there, is just afraid of not having anyone, wanting or loving him. The other half have too much love to give.

I learn alot today.

Oneitis is what a man experiences when he becomes convinced, for one reason or another, that a woman is significantly more important than any of other attractive women that might come into his life.

http://cocksanddolls.blogspot.com/2006/05/how-to-cure-oneitis.html

http://www.seductionbase.com/seduction/cat/seductionfaq/Beginner/720.html

http://realitymethod.com/2007/01/overcoming-one-itis/

http://www.thundercatseductionlair.com/2004/05/28/one-itis/

It’s been a while since I looked into the internet to hunt for specific subject in detail. I’ll just keep things short.

Of all the girls I’ve meet thru all my life, you are the special one. I tried to give you my all, without knowing how you feel for me. I took risks; I drop everything I learned just to be with you. I did everything I could.

But you are my one itis and You are not available. Therefore, you’ll never be able to love me. You can’t be there for me when I need someone.

Knowing our worlds do not connect, I will regret for not being able to do more.

And the Community had change their advise from

GFTOW – Go Fuck Ten Other Women

to

To Go meet ten other women.

I’ve meet 4, 6 to go?